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by Glenn Matthews

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1.
On Repeat 02:39
I'm tearing into myself Ripping up my head I want to say the right thing but say nothing instead Do you think I'm balanced? Some days I fear I'm wasting your time with wordy explanations Often without reason or rhyme I'm stuck on repeat Endlessly I'm tearing into myself Ripping up my head I want to do the right thing but I fucked it up again Do you think I'm useful? Some days I'm just a stick in the mud Waiting around for someone to see me there and pick me back up I'm stuck on repeat Endlessly
2.
I turned down a drink or two before heading off to sleep Maybe next time you won't ask me why I'm quiet and keeping to myself I'm not calling out for help I'm just worn down I don't know where to keep my eyes when we're speaking So I look around Everybody's so loud and I'm losing focus I'll try to be someone else Next time we meet We'll all have a good time I'll throw back a proper drink Next time we meet We'll all have a good time
3.
Wake me up when springtime's calm is near I do this to myself every winter Come to somewhere lost Mid-afternoon, cross-eyed and late for something I probably shouldn't miss After all this time I've tried to keep my head on straight but I can't find a way back to the state of bliss that I long for It keeps fucking up my head at night Wake me up when springtime's calm is near I do this to myself every winter Break down somewhere warm Alone in a dark room, covered Fixed to the glow and numb in the head again After all this time I've tried to keep my head but I've already lost it. How was I supposed to know?
4.
Leave 03:13
You need to leave immediately but you're afraid that you have nowhere else to go You need to leave just as soon as you find the strength to stand on your own two feet Run as far as you can and don't look back You'll be better off in your own hands How did it ever get this far? How did you let things fall apart? When did you start hiding in the dark? Weren't you always from the start?
5.
Scab Over 02:12
You don't love me anymore and I've got to be alright with it You're an off-beat melody bouncing around up there Though it might take time All wounds will soon scab over and all tears will dry Forever stained on your shoulder I don't think of you often but when I do it's hard to escape the thought that I hurt you badly too
6.
Ritual 02:48
I got stoned before I left the apartment There was no one on the road but I took it slow I'm not really known for causing trouble I got stoned just after dinner and drove home A thick fog was on the road I checked my phone a couple times but I wasn't putting anyone in danger but myself and who the hell would even know if the light's low and the window's rolled down? It's one hell of a ritual It's just a thorn in my side that I can't pull out yet I'm convinced that I need it Just to keep a level head
7.
You & Me 02:18
Wouldn't you just love to be Displayed for everyone to see? Up on a big movie screen Your starry eyes can't comprehend The pain behind the act Somehow convinced that they live a better life Than you and me The lust for fame is a disease Please state for the public all of your insecurities Sink the needle in my skin Make me soft like a baby To match the state of mind that I'm stuck in They take all that they need from other people Suck their blood out like a leech There is no relief when all your role models are celebrities Somehow convinced that they live a better life Than you and me
8.
I called it a false alarm Before I knew the whole story I took you in my arms but I didn't hear the sound of your voice over my poor judgment I didn't listen It's not the distance from home that hurts In fact it keeps you sane I'm always missing the point when it is staring me directly in the face I tell myself this lie That I'm humble and concerned I barely hear you out I guess I'll never learn Just keep the fire burning Why don't I put you first? I'm always shutting down and you turn for the worse I took you in my arms but I didn't hear the sound of your voice over my poor judgment It's not hard to figure out You still hear the shouts Echoing throughout the entire house

about

I stared deep into the paint-soaked wood and thought to myself
"No one can take this feeling away from me"

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released September 30, 2016

Recorded at Sleepless Sound Studio
Produced by Adam Laub and Lucas Kozinski
Mastered by Bob Iacono

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Glenn Matthews Philadelphia, Pennsylvania

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